old diaries, old memories

I found some of my old diaries, and I would like to share one of the story here as I found it very amusing. This post was written about a year ago on 2 January 2008. I think it was written a day before the semeseter starts.It starts with :

"Yesterday night, I slept early and suddenly was woke up around 2.30 am. I tried to continue sleeping, but instead I turned up tossing and turning on my bed. So, I decided to pack up some of my items to bring to UiTM. As I was packing, I found my long forgotten friends - my old diaries. The diary that has been with me through my teenage years.I flipped through it and checked the date. It was dated somewhere 6 to 7 years back. All the memories during high school was written in it.

I spent nearly an hour reading through it. Many different thoughts and feelings came over me as I sit there by my bed flipping my old friend. Happy, sad, dissapointment, embarassed and etc.The stories (my stories actually) was actually rather funny and some what embarassing too.Haha.."

I can say that most of the stories in the diaries were about friendship and some of my crushes. Feel like smiling when I think back about those years. I wonder where there are now? Having a crush is really a crazy, unexplainable feeling since you like that person but he doesn't know how much you like him. Every sight and conversation with that person makes your heart lurch with excitement and you tend to hold on to that 5 second of conversation you had with him for the whole week! You can't even stop smiling to your ears.


Although the inside of you are screaming frantically, you still manage to control your emotion and you facial expression (as you can't help but smile and you started to blush). So for the rest of the week, no matter how short your conversation was, you will play the scenario again and again for the rest of the day. I personally can remember some of the scenes I had with my crushes and it really makes me laugh.

But the stories I wrote back then was kind of short. I wish I wrote more back at those days. Thus, I think I will start writing more now. Maybe 10 years from now, when I'm 30 years old, have a bunch of kids and is a successful corporate women, I'll look back at those diaries and be reminded of the fun and excitement I had during my university years.

Life comes once, so appreciate every single second of it.