why do you have to be that way?
I'm sorry if you're mad at me.
I didn't mean it to be that way.
I would have never want it to be like that.
But i'm only human.
I'm young. I'm immature. I'm selfish. I'm self-centered.
Yes, I'm all that sometimes.
But I'm learning to be better.
Yet again, I'm sorry.
Though you will never be able to hear me say this.
I'm still learning to be a better person
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Ramadhan di Kolej dan di rumah sewa
Having experienced the best (and worst) of both places I called my 2nd home i tend to realize so many differences between the two- the provided college and the paid for rented house. Thus, here are some memories I had fasting at the college and at the rented house. =)
note:mind the spelling, grammer and whatever error you may find here. Malas nk tulis skema2.
Buka puasa di Kolej:
Roomate akan berkumpul and berbuka ramai-ramai. Kadang2, roomate bilik sebelah join skali. Riuh sebilik jadinya. Makanan berbuka dikongsi bersama. So boleh rasa mcm2 jenis makanan.
Buka puasa di rumah sewa:
Kadang2 makan sesame. Kadang2 xpun. Ada yg pergi berbuka kt luar. Makan suma sendiri2. So,kurang feel/meriah mcm kat kolej. Rindu plak nk berbuka dgn keluarga.Huhu. Tapi housemate rajin masak. Mmg hari2 berasap la dapur tu. Bak kata N, rumah tu mcm restoran.Haha.
Bersahur di Kolej:
Dulu duk sebilik dgn roomate yg rajin berjalan.Jd tgh mlm nnt mesti pesan kt dia tlg bli makanan kt kafe. Sahur mmg xkan miss sbb senang terjaga since mesti akan tersedar if roomate bersiap utk bersahur.
Kat rumah sewa plak:
Hmm.. Kdg2 tu ada gk ter"miss" sahur. Slalu housemate tak gerak pun sbb ada yg xnk bersahur. So masing2 pandai2 la bgun sndr.Klau kunci jam pun blum tentu blh bgn. Therefore, the lesson i've learn :letak jam jauh2 dr katil n kunci reminder kt handphone tiap2 5minit.
Menjelang hari raya di kolej:
Time ni yg paling best. Rasa excited pun ada especially bila tgk roomate2 lain excited nk balik kampung. Pastu, tiap2 mase, ada je lagu raya kedengaran. Asal msg masuk je..lagu raya. ringtone..lagu raya. Alarm clock pun..LAGU RAYA. Mula2 mmg la terasa shahdu mengingatkn lebaran yang bakal tiba, tp lame2 naik muak gak.Haha..
Menjelang hari raya di rumah sewa:
Kat rumah sewa takde la kedengaran lagu raya setiap minit. Tu yang rindu suasana kolej.Huhu.. Tp, sedih bila tgk housemate suma dh start packing barang. Sorang2 akan balik ke kampung masing 2 sbb dorg dh beli tiket awal. Kite yg duk dekat ni la yg paling last balik.
Hari Raya di kolej dan rumah sewa:
Time ni best! Masing2 bawa balik kuih beraneka jenis. So, dpt la rasa kuih dr pelbagai negeri. Suma pun still dlm mood beraya and ceria selalu.
note:mind the spelling, grammer and whatever error you may find here. Malas nk tulis skema2.
Buka puasa di Kolej:
Roomate akan berkumpul and berbuka ramai-ramai. Kadang2, roomate bilik sebelah join skali. Riuh sebilik jadinya. Makanan berbuka dikongsi bersama. So boleh rasa mcm2 jenis makanan.
Buka puasa di rumah sewa:
Kadang2 makan sesame. Kadang2 xpun. Ada yg pergi berbuka kt luar. Makan suma sendiri2. So,kurang feel/meriah mcm kat kolej. Rindu plak nk berbuka dgn keluarga.Huhu. Tapi housemate rajin masak. Mmg hari2 berasap la dapur tu. Bak kata N, rumah tu mcm restoran.Haha.
Bersahur di Kolej:
Dulu duk sebilik dgn roomate yg rajin berjalan.Jd tgh mlm nnt mesti pesan kt dia tlg bli makanan kt kafe. Sahur mmg xkan miss sbb senang terjaga since mesti akan tersedar if roomate bersiap utk bersahur.
Kat rumah sewa plak:
Hmm.. Kdg2 tu ada gk ter"miss" sahur. Slalu housemate tak gerak pun sbb ada yg xnk bersahur. So masing2 pandai2 la bgun sndr.Klau kunci jam pun blum tentu blh bgn. Therefore, the lesson i've learn :letak jam jauh2 dr katil n kunci reminder kt handphone tiap2 5minit.
Menjelang hari raya di kolej:
Time ni yg paling best. Rasa excited pun ada especially bila tgk roomate2 lain excited nk balik kampung. Pastu, tiap2 mase, ada je lagu raya kedengaran. Asal msg masuk je..lagu raya. ringtone..lagu raya. Alarm clock pun..LAGU RAYA. Mula2 mmg la terasa shahdu mengingatkn lebaran yang bakal tiba, tp lame2 naik muak gak.Haha..
Menjelang hari raya di rumah sewa:
Kat rumah sewa takde la kedengaran lagu raya setiap minit. Tu yang rindu suasana kolej.Huhu.. Tp, sedih bila tgk housemate suma dh start packing barang. Sorang2 akan balik ke kampung masing 2 sbb dorg dh beli tiket awal. Kite yg duk dekat ni la yg paling last balik.
Hari Raya di kolej dan rumah sewa:
Time ni best! Masing2 bawa balik kuih beraneka jenis. So, dpt la rasa kuih dr pelbagai negeri. Suma pun still dlm mood beraya and ceria selalu.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
People can talk
People can talk
why?
because they can!
sometimes it sounded good.
pleasing.soothing.meaningful.hopeful.
sometimes it's just not all that.
And the rest of the time? Bulls##t.
Why?
Because they talk
with closed eyes
with closed ears
and most of the time with closed heart and mind.
So why don't you try to
open up your eyes
open up your ears
open up your heart and mind
and not only open up your blabbering mouth
just because you can.
I'll not try to shut you out,
as I know,
people can talk,
eventhough
sometimes it sounded good.
pleasing.soothing.meaningful.hopeful.
sometimes it's just not that.
And the rest of the time? Bulls##t.
Hmmph...
why?
because they can!
sometimes it sounded good.
pleasing.soothing.meaningful.hopeful.
sometimes it's just not all that.
And the rest of the time? Bulls##t.
Why?
Because they talk
with closed eyes
with closed ears
and most of the time with closed heart and mind.
So why don't you try to
open up your eyes
open up your ears
open up your heart and mind
and not only open up your blabbering mouth
just because you can.
I'll not try to shut you out,
as I know,
people can talk,
eventhough
sometimes it sounded good.
pleasing.soothing.meaningful.hopeful.
sometimes it's just not that.
And the rest of the time? Bulls##t.
Hmmph...
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Happy =)
Recently, I got a chance to walk down my childhood memory lane. I got to visit some places that I haven't been to for a very long while. Though I always come back to my hometown but I never got the chance to visit those places that truly brings out the child in me.
First stop : Teluk Chempedak
A lot has changed since my last visit. There's fast food restaurant and the place look better and hype than before.
The moment I stepped at the beach, I could feel the strong breeze embracing me, the smell of salted sea in the air and the sound of splashing water as it reaches the beach shore. This used to be my family weekend gateway. I can't help but smile to see kids running around, family picknicking under some tree, kites flying up high...wish I could spend more time there.
First stop : Teluk Chempedak
A lot has changed since my last visit. There's fast food restaurant and the place look better and hype than before.
The moment I stepped at the beach, I could feel the strong breeze embracing me, the smell of salted sea in the air and the sound of splashing water as it reaches the beach shore. This used to be my family weekend gateway. I can't help but smile to see kids running around, family picknicking under some tree, kites flying up high...wish I could spend more time there.
Next:Zoo Mini Taman Teruntum
A mini zoo located just a few minutes away from TC. This place hasn't change much. Animal cages are still there, the playground looks like some improvement works has been done,and monkeys are still running all around that place. Looking at that mammal reminds me of the days in Kenanga during intersesi. Still remembers that thief of a monkey that broke into our room and savour with our food!
Here are some pics taken in TC:
sampling spreeeeee
Went to Giant today. As i walked through the isles,I remembered the day went my lil bro and I went on a mission.A sampling spree mission.
It was executed on a weekend at Giant.My family went to the hypermarket to do some grocery shopping. As we arrived at the canned food section,a lady approaced me and my bro with a food to sample. As we continue wallking ,we realized that at the end of EVERY LANE,there will be some kind of food or drink to taste. So, from one sample lead to another and another and another..
So my bro and I planned to see how many sample cups can we collect that day. Imagine all of the food,waiting for us to taste. And so,there were both of us, walking innocently through every isle like a normal shopper near every promoter, putting on that oohh-what's-that?-can-I-taste-it face.Yeah I know, some may say it's childish, but it was all fun! When it comes to my bro and I,no one can know what crazy game will we be up to.
At the end of the day, we managed to collect nearly 20 sample cups. Not only we went home that day with a trolly full of grocery, but also with a satisfied tummy =)
*MISSION ACCOMPLISHED*
It was executed on a weekend at Giant.My family went to the hypermarket to do some grocery shopping. As we arrived at the canned food section,a lady approaced me and my bro with a food to sample. As we continue wallking ,we realized that at the end of EVERY LANE,there will be some kind of food or drink to taste. So, from one sample lead to another and another and another..
So my bro and I planned to see how many sample cups can we collect that day. Imagine all of the food,waiting for us to taste. And so,there were both of us, walking innocently through every isle like a normal shopper near every promoter, putting on that oohh-what's-that?-can-I-taste-it face.Yeah I know, some may say it's childish, but it was all fun! When it comes to my bro and I,no one can know what crazy game will we be up to.
At the end of the day, we managed to collect nearly 20 sample cups. Not only we went home that day with a trolly full of grocery, but also with a satisfied tummy =)
*MISSION ACCOMPLISHED*
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Something to listen to..
As I was boringly browsing the videos in youtube.com,suddenly I stumbled upon such a beautiful voice. This group was named as Ahmir.Love listen to their covers.Here are some just to share..
i'm currently addicted to this:
I dedicate this one to all of my frens =)
i'm currently addicted to this:
I dedicate this one to all of my frens =)
Can't wait!
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince trailers..for other trailers,do lookup in youtube.. =)
source:www.youtube.com
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